Unraveling Joni Mitchell’s “Mystical Thread”

Most singer-songwriters aren’t blatantly anti-Christian, although there are some exceptions. Tori Amos, for instance, as soon as informed Spin that she “wished to marry Lucifer.” Others, akin to Sinéad O’Connor, Nick Cave and Father John Misty (Josh Tillman), direct their criticisms extra at institutional types of faith whereas professing, or a minimum of hinting, at some stage of perception. Joni Mitchell falls in that camp, although her views on spirituality and conventional values are extra nuanced and shocking than most of her friends.   

I first listened to Mitchell in 1973. That’s when Bruce—an older, Afro-haired man who got here from California to check forestry on the College of Tennessee—launched me to her acclaimed 1971 album Blue. It contained quirky melodies, instrumentation stripped all the way down to little greater than a piano or mountain dulcimer, and a high-pitched voice that was directly angelic, joyous, and pained.

And the lyrics! Not simply extremely private, but in addition playful and crammed with particulars that made every music ring true. Phrases had been no small factor for me, having bailed from a civil engineering main at Georgia Tech to check journalism at UT. I used to be hooked.

Though there’s no scarcity of romantic themes in Mitchell’s 200+ compositions, lots of her songs contact on faith, social points, and moral conundrums. There are biblical references, together with songs that creatively increase upon Job, the Backyard of Eden, and the Crucifixion.

Having watched Mitchell’s work evolve over the many years, I agree with The Atlantic’s 2017 description of her as “probably the most cerebral songwriters in trendy pop.” That profile additionally famous that her “relationship to the highlight has all the time been deeply ambivalent.” The highlight has continued to beckon lately, and the 82-year-old singer has not dodged it. Since graduating from wheelchair to cane, a frail Mitchell remains to be performing publicly, although it seems she’ll be reaching a a lot wider viewers differently. Director Cameron Crowe (Jerry Maguire, Virtually Well-known), who’s identified Mitchell for many years, has been working together with her on a biopic that can star Meryl Streep and Anya Taylor-Pleasure because the older and youthful Mitchell, respectively. Filming is anticipated to start subsequent yr.

I hope Crowe’s film does justice to Mitchell’s private life. It’s advanced, molded by extreme well being issues, serial monogamy, and greater than three many years aside from a daughter given up for adoption. Her life and testimony reveal a seek for social stability and holiness. That pursuit of authenticity exhibits an admirable perseverance to wrestle with the reality and the one who embodies it—even when Mitchell can’t fairly make out his identify tag.

Craving For Eden

Roberta Joan Anderson was born November 7, 1943, to a church-going household in rural Alberta, Canada. At age 9, she was recognized with polio and spent months in a hospital 100 miles from dwelling. Barely capable of transfer and led to consider she’d by no means stroll once more, Mitchell vowed in any other case and directed her needs to a Christmas tree that her mom had dropped at her hospital room. “I’ll make it as much as you,” she remembers telling the tree, writes biographer Malka Marom in Joni Mitchell: In Her Personal Phrases. A yr later, she was strolling nicely sufficient to return dwelling—and to church, the place, being “good to my promise,” she joined the choir.

Mitchell turned disillusioned with Christianity as a toddler when a priest appeared aggravated at her easy queries about Outdated Testomony tales. Then in fourth grade, a brand new minister arrived. “He didn’t name me a foul little one once I requested him questions,” Mitchell informed Marom. As a substitute, the pastor shared his views of biblical symbolism, together with Adam and Eve as the primary people.

That curiosity in Eden surfaced in one in all her early songs, “Woodstock,” later a success for Crosby, Stills, Nash & Younger. After questioning “a toddler of God” on his solution to the 1969 rock pageant, the narrator longs for a peaceable paradise: “And I dreamed I noticed the bombers / Using shotgun within the sky / They usually had been turning into butterflies / Above our nation.” The primary two choruses echo that longing: “We’re stardust / We’re golden / And we’ve bought to get ourselves / Again to the backyard.” However the music’s ultimate refrain foreshadows Mitchell’s skepticism in the direction of Woodstock’s utopian spin: “We’re stardust / Billion-year-old carbon / We’re golden / Caught within the satan’s discount.” The pageant was marketed as “three days of peace and music.” But Mitchell later criticized what she known as the “free love, free intercourse, free music” spirit of Woodstock. 

Mitchell was hardly the primary to recommend that every of us is “golden,” “a toddler of God” who has innocently wandered from Edenic bliss. However, the discharge of “Woodstock” on her third album, Girls of the Canyon in 1970, was well-timed. It got here early within the New Age motion, whose self-glorification and squishy religiosity remains to be with us. The Woodstock pageant was a turning level, resulting in “a decade of primary apathy the place my technology sucked its thumb after which simply determined to be grasping and pornographic,” Mitchell informed biographer Michelle Mercer, in Will You Take Me As I Am. Blue’s title reduce lists “acid, booze and ass, needles, weapons and grass” because the unhappy hallmarks of that period. However her disappointment with the youth tradition’s embrace of hedonism outlasted that one decade of apathy.

Lovers Misplaced

Very similar to her early relationship with the non secular institution, Joni Anderson’s relationship with the academic institution was additionally strained. Her creativity didn’t mesh with the overly structured system, she informed Mercer. She “went into insurrection within the second grade” and dropped out by the twelfth.

In 1963, when she was nineteen, Anderson enrolled within the Alberta School of Artwork to check portray. With fellow artwork pupil Brad MacMath, she had a daughter, Kelly, in 1965. Anderson, struggling to help herself after MacMath left the connection, gave Kelly up for adoption. Anderson left artwork faculty to pursue music. She and people singer Chuck Mitchell carried out collectively in Toronto earlier than transferring to america and getting married in 1965. Following their 1967 divorce, Joni Mitchell moved to New York Metropolis, then to California in 1968. There, her profession took off, as did her love life. Romance and its addictive nature seem in songs like “Track for Sharon” (Hejira, 1976). Torn between her needs for independence and companionship, and recounting her romantic previous, her desires, and the recommendation of associates, Mitchell sings, “Effectively, there’s a large, broad world of noble causes / And beautiful landscapes to find / However all I actually wanna do proper now could be / Discover one other lover.”

And so she did. Lots of her lovers, like James Taylor, Graham Nash, and Jackson Browne, had been well-known within the music world. In 1976, Rolling Stone crudely known as Mitchell, who lived in Los Angeles’ Laurel Canyon neighborhood when it was dwelling to many standard musicians, the “Queen of El Lay” and printed a diagram as an instance her romantic and inventive companions. What seems to have been her longest romantic relationship was with bassist and sound engineer Larry Klein. They married in 1982 and divorced in 1994.

A ‘Reckless Daughter’ Struggles

The intricacies of romance present up in lots of Mitchell songs, however most clearly in “Don Juan’s Reckless Daughter,” the title reduce from her 1977 album. The six-and-a-half minute music explores the interaction of carnal need and the next nature by evaluating it to lovers with complementary traits. It does this through the use of imagery drawn from Carlos Castaneda’s books about Don Juan Matus, a Mexican shaman. (Initially marketed as non-fiction, the books bought greater than 8 million copies by Castaneda’s loss of life in 1998, and at the moment are broadly thought-about fiction.)

A “split-tongue spirit” sees two forces as “snakes alongside the railroad tracks” and “eagles in jet trails.” However even with this huge separation, there’s integration (“coils round feathers and talons on scales”). For Mitchell, this mix produces inside wrestle: “Behind my bolt-locked door / The eagle and the serpent are at conflict in me / The serpent combating for blind need / The eagle for readability.” Because the music progresses, although, the dichotomy turns into extra palatable; Mitchell realizes that opposing attributes like “self-indulgence to self-denial” could be conflated in people and intimate relationships: “There are rivets up right here on this eagle / There are boxcars down there in your snake / And we’re twins of spirit / Irrespective of which route dwelling we take / Or what we forsake.”

The stress of snake and eagle being “at conflict in me” is harking back to Paul’s hyper-awareness of sin’s wrestling with righteousness in Romans 7:21-23: “So I discover it to be a regulation that once I need to do proper, evil lies shut at hand. For I delight within the regulation of God, in my interior being, however I see in my members one other regulation waging conflict towards the regulation of my thoughts and making me captive to the regulation of sin that dwells in my members.” When you interpret the music’s inside wrestle from a Christian perspective of carnality (“blind need” vs. “readability”), then Mitchell’s tackle the end result is much from Paul’s redemptive decision. The unredeemed nature is perhaps charmed by the “twins of spirit” thought, however the godly nature—freedom in Christ from “the regulation of sin”—rests on severing that twinship.

Nevertheless, the music isn’t a lot about sin and righteousness, or romantic compatibility. It’s not about any excessive being higher than its reverse, as in different dualities it hints at, like intuition vs. purpose or security vs. danger. You would possibly say it’s an ode to yin/yang concord. As Wikipedia describes the traditional Chinese language idea, opposing but complementary forces “type a dynamic system through which the entire is larger than the assembled elements and the elements are important for the cohesion of the entire.”

In that sense, the lyrics partly echo Ecclesiastes 7:16-18. Whereas these verses definitely don’t endorse a licentious “snake” spirit, they do level to a balanced perspective unthrottled by extremes, together with non secular legalism: 

Don’t be overrighteous, neither be overwise—why destroy your self? Don’t be overwicked, and don’t be a idiot—why die earlier than your time? It’s good to understand the one and never let go of the opposite. Whoever fears God will keep away from all extremes.

Tradition’s Ethical Tailspin

In a broader sense, Mitchell’s eagle/snake dichotomy provides a glance into the rising ethos of the Sixties and Nineteen Seventies. 

On the eagle aspect, the period noticed a brand new starvation for enlightenment, particularly among the many youth counterculture. This included the Jesus Motion, in addition to numerous beliefs and organizations that will fall underneath the umbrellas of the New Age and Human Potential actions. These included Japanese religions and practices like transcendental meditation, a fad within the early Nineteen Seventies. (I used to be at Georgia Tech when, having deserted my Catholic upbringing, I took an off-campus class in TM. Turned out meditating on my assigned mantra all the time put me to sleep. I gave it up.)

As for the carnal snake spirit, its presence turned evident to Mitchell as she moved past the honeymoon part of her stardom. Thought-about among the many better of the rising feminine singer-songwriters, she joined Bob Dylan’s Rolling Thunder Revue in 1975 solely to find that the tour of main musicians was a heady combine of massive egos and plentiful medicine. As Mitchell informed Mercer, “It was actually maxed-out madness. I may solely take a lot earlier than I wanted to dry out myself.” 

Looking back, the Revue, which Mitchell left in January 1976, exemplified the decadence that got here to dominate rock music and American tradition as a complete. Society “was getting sicker and sicker and extra delusional by the day,” she stated in a 2004 interview on NPR’s Contemporary Air with Terry Gross. Mitchell’s expectations for maturity had been to “safe your loved ones and your religion or regardless of the spine of your loved ones life is,” and with any remaining power, flip outward. “I had no household at my nucleus, so I simply stretched out into the group.” That outreach included songs that addressed the surroundings, AIDS, overpopulation, misogyny, materialism, “holy conflict,” and the exploitation of Native Individuals.

“It involved me, the route morally that America, particularly because the chief of the free world, was taking, and particularly inside the context of my trade,” she informed Gross. Rock music, “naughty however good” when she was a teen, “nonetheless had pleasure in it.” Later, the beat “turned extra warring and extra funereal.” Rock’s presentation of girls, she stated, “turned extra hostile and aggressive and finally express whoring … out and out pornography for pre-teeners. Lastly I discovered myself in a musical tradition that I couldn’t relate to in any respect.” Mitchell, who had reunited together with her daughter Kelly in 1997, realized the message of her lyrics “was type of to the world that she [Kelly] was in.”

Job and Struggling

Mitchell’s disappointment in failing to determine a household, together with her separation from Kelly, spanned many years. Likewise, her bodily struggling didn’t finish together with her childhood polio. In 1995, she started battling post-polio syndrome through which polio signs return, and in 2009, stated she was affected by a situation often known as Morgellons illness, a uncommon pores and skin situation leading to rashes, sores, intense itching, and sensations of stinging or crawling bugs.

In 2015, Mitchell was hospitalized with a mind aneurysm and required rehabilitation to re-learn how you can stroll and play guitar. Her impromptu look on the 2022 Newport People Competition marked her first public efficiency in 9 years. Others adopted, together with “Joni Jam” live shows hosted by longtime supporter, singer-songwriter Brandi Carlile, and most just lately, a efficiency on the Los Angeles FireAid Profit Live performance this previous January. 

Given her expertise with bodily setbacks and curiosity in non secular themes, it’s not shocking that Mitchell wrote a music about Job. “The Sire of Sorrow (Job’s Unhappy Track)” (Turbulent Indigo, 1994) riffs on Job’s complaints. Although the lyrics by no means progress to Job’s deliverance, the refrain captures his passionate dialog with God: “Oh, you tireless watcher! / What have I accomplished to you? / That you simply make the whole lot I dread and the whole lot I worry come true?”

My takeaway from this “Unhappy Track” is that following God can contain ache, senselessness, and abandonment which may final, nicely, your whole life. And it’s OK to yell at God about that. It’s a uncommon secular music that’s not solely based mostly on the Bible, but in addition sheds gentle on it with out injecting a saccharine message. Christians who’ve suffered for years—bodily, mentally, spiritually—can consider that God is unquestionably capable of heal, but in addition, for causes past our understanding, might select to not.

Unresolved ‘Inner Battle’

“I’m within the prophets of all religions,” Mitchell informed Gross, “however the religions themselves don’t make any sense to me.” Her worst offender is Catholicism. The title music on 2007’s Shine, for instance, urges listeners to “let your little gentle shine” on many darkish corners, together with Wall Road, science, conflict… and the church: “Shine on the Catholic Church / And the prisons that it owns,” she sings. “Shine on all of the church buildings / All of them love much less and fewer.”

Topping her “prisons” checklist can be Eire’s Magdalene Laundries, which operated from the late 1700s to the Nineteen Nineties. Run principally by Catholics and the state, they had been supposed to divert girls from prostitution, although their scope expanded to incorporate single moms and others. Mitchell wrote “The Magdalene Laundries” (1994’s Turbulent Indigo) to lament the ladies subjected to near-slavery. The music additionally displays her personal ache regarding the “traumatic” time surrounding Kelly’s start, telling Sizzling Press “that’s why I may establish with the ladies who had been despatched to Magdalene Laundries in Eire.”

Mary Magdalene herself makes a cameo look, with a delicate reference to the laundries, within the opening traces of “Ardour Play (When All of the Slaves Are Free)” (Night time Trip Residence, 1991): “Magdalene is trembling like washing on a line / Trembling and gleaming / By no means earlier than was a person so type / By no means so redeeming.” A part of the music is informed from the point of view of Zacchaeus, the brief tax collector who climbs a tree to get a have a look at the reputed messiah (Luke 19:1-10). Zacchaeus acknowledges that he’s “a sinner of some place” and wonders, “Who on the planet can this heart-healer be, this magical doctor?” And later, “Oh, climb down, climb down, he says to me / From the center of unrest / They assume his gentle is squandered / However he sees a stray within the wilderness / And I see how far I’ve wandered.” Then “Enter the multitudes / The strolling wounded / They arrive to this diver of the guts.” Lastly comes a jolting snapshot of how the “heart-healer” was mistreated: “Oh, throughout {the marketplace} / The buzzing of the flies / The buzzing and the stinging / Divinely barren and wickedly smart / The killer nails are ringing.”

The top of every refrain suggests the eventual termination of the Magdalene Laundries: “Who you gonna get to do the soiled work when all of the slaves are free?” The query goes unanswered. What’s a listener to make of this exceptional account? Did Mitchell ever acknowledge, as did the contrite Zacchaeus, a “magical doctor”? Somebody who may need healed her physique’s afflictions, or healed her coronary heart from the failed romances and the many years aside from her daughter? Did she glimpse within the gospel a path “again to the backyard”?

That such questions linger is enterprise as regular for Mitchell, whose publicist didn’t reply to my interview request. A Wall Road Journal evaluation of her 2024 biography, Touring, by NPR music critic Ann Powers, refers to “the central theme of Ms. Mitchell’s best songs.” In Powers’ phrases, that theme is “an expression of inside battle that’s totally evident however by no means resolved.”

By no means resolved. A few of Christ’s followers stroll with a religion that’s as anchored as an historic oak, even in laborious instances. It’s resolved. I establish with of us like Mom Teresa, those that stroll in a religion that on good days we’d name agency, but nonetheless shrouded doubtful and thriller. Nonetheless others are elsewhere on—or off—that spectrum.

Mitchell informed Mercer that if she wrote a memoir, it could not be “very a lot about all of the songs, the music enterprise. That’s like a dream. Principally there’s type of a mystical thread that runs by means of my life, and I may write a extremely attention-grabbing e-book nearly how mysterious life is.”

Mitchell has but to write down that e-book, although her lyrics and interviews spotlight the thread that she’s so diligently pursued. Along with the fantastic thing about her songs which have touched numerous listeners, her legacy might be a vivid instance of an artist’s quest for fact. Maybe she would echo the U2 music: “I nonetheless haven’t discovered what I’m on the lookout for.” However some others following the thread, when it crosses the gospel path, by the grace of God will certainly discover what they’re on the lookout for.